Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Title__*::*~ I've Made The Wrg Choice ~*

I shld nv hab mixed wif bdk-bdk PR cuz most of them are backstabberz... Bt I'm nt angry wif them cuz Islam has thought me nv to be angry kpdr umat Islam sendiri... I duno why they kol me nasty nmz such as jual murah, puki gatal & cheapskate, am I so bad? Hmm, as far as I can see, I'm nt in the wrg cuz they say I was flirting bt to me thatz my way of socialising... If sumone usez ko aku wif me, I will use it all the way until sumthing drastic happenz to make the relationship between me & the person change, same goez if I'm using I eeuu... And I kol everyone syg wat, regardless of whether they're my pwenz or sumone special... So watz the big deal & fuss that they are trying to prove by gossipping & scolding me? I really dun understand them... If I was flirting my whole lyf, asl bdk-bdk Pasir Ris has no grudge against me? Dh nk msk 2 thn I mixed wif bdk-bdk Pasir Ris, lgk-lgk matz & minahz & they're all cool abt me... So I think the immatured, narrow-minded & childish onez are them, nt me... Will making my lyf miserable make them rich or wealthy? No rite so watz the point of they talking abt me, I can't understand wat they're trying to imply... They're only collecting sinz for themsevlez & I wanna stop them regardless of wat they hab done tpi most of them hated me so I dun think they will accept my help... Ppl trying to help here wif a pure & sincere heart... I shld nv hab mixed wif them, hw stupid I was to defy my familiez & mixed wif them... I shld juz hab stay at hm & spend my tym doing other thingz other than mixing wif them, haiz... I've made the wrg choice & I've learnt my lessonz... Nv splurge ur money on pwenz whom eeuu trust even though they're very nice to eeuu & I realised that I dun need pwenz who backstabz me... I'm hurt that they did those mean thingz to me & until nw, I dun understand why they hab to be so viciouz twrdz me, haiz... I shared almost everything I hab in my possession, my money, my hpz, my com, my elder broz PS2 & PSP & by making me hurt is their way of saying thankz? Wat were they thinking... They didn't realise that they've juz added more salt to the wound... Where is the compassion, kindness & care that humanz hab? Even Lucifer hymself didn't backstab his pwenz, instead Lucifer worked together wif his pwenz to bring destruction to mankind... So if they aren't as bad as Lucifer & his demonz & devilz, then why did they backstabbed me when Lucifer hymself didn't backstab his pwenz, I really dun understand...