Saturday, November 18, 2006
Title__*::*~ Heartbroken ~*

I duno why is he doing tiz to me... I dun understand why is everyone doing tiz thingz to me... Why are they being so nasty & mean towardz me... Wateva hab I done twrdz them... Nw, nt all are against me, I duno who bt I juz knw nt all... Haizzz... I mean, matair org lain tk kluar wif them when they knw their matair tk ikut (even if they can go I dun think they wld go if their special sumone isn't wif them) bt why the hell did he leave me behind? He nv even ask Fifin to pass me a msg nt to wori abt hym or he being sori nv telling me anything... Haizzz... Really heartbroken sia... Behind the mask of masquerade & the fake smile...<>

Thursday, November 16, 2006
Title__*::*~ Lyf's Going Well So Far, =))~

I went out wif Nurul, who is my pri sch bez pwen, tdy... Suppose to go out wif her mum ltr in the evening bt tk jdi... She came to my hse 1st make-up make-up semuer then we terserempak Ella (my kindergarden pwen), Zal (my pri sch pwen), Laiha (my pri sch pwen also) & their other Punggol Sec pwenz at the buz-stop in frt of Mnft... Then we went to Compass Point then walk-walk, then Nurul go Famous Amos buy browniez then take buz go to her hse lpk... All the while we were taking stupid picz, haha! Then I ajk Nurul lpk she dun want & omg, I think I've fallen in luv wif her brwn tube sia!!! Gonna buy it... $6.90 at kdi Ice Lemon Tee... Btw, I fooled ard wif Nurul's MP3 loudspeakerz & placed it at my waist to pretend that it's my new belt & Nurul took a pic of it, haha! (Mcm bdk belo siak, tau tk per, haha!) Gt other clrz & I'm gonna Vivo City tiz Sat wif Fifin & Yan (her bf) & me & Hairul (phm-phm jeklh, =P, =D, hehe)... The day before I went to Spore Expo on a sch excursion for a Clean & Green programme & aft that go coffee shop eat wif my pwenz & then go watch movie wif Q-Man, Old Man & Lavin at Junction 8... We watched Covenant... Damn nice lor!!! It's abt tiz 4 hot guyz habing mgcl pwrz & then there's a 5th person who wantz the leader's pwrz & bla bla bla... Kz laa, tdy I'll juz stop herelh kz, tired arhx, =)~

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Title__*::*~ Thinking Hard How To Solve The Prob But Trying To Enjoy Lyf At The Same Time

Sori ytd nv update... Dh nk update bt then too tired to carry on, hehe... Ytd I trn pondok wif Zura... At 1st tk rmi org, cumer Nonoi & the otherz arhx... Then Zura & I took picz... Then Remy & his cousin, Khairi, came dwn then we all 4 talk-talk & took picz semuer... Bt at laz lmr-lmr jdi ribut at nite, haha... Then the boyz went to survey kplr motor & the galz juz sat ard & talk abt beuaty tipz such as cukur & draw kening, bla bla bla... Then aft that play UNO, haha! Then the whole pondok wanna play takraw so we went to the badminton court & the galz watched the boyz play takraw... As I was wearing a white tube, I decided to change into a decent black t-shirt that I hab brought cuz my parentz will kill me if they see me in a tube, =P, =D, hehe... Then I sat dwn wif atin they all & we started to play UNO again, I also decided to gib Atin my UNO cardz, haha... Then Atin, me, Zura, Turtle & his younger bro, KK, all use my digital camera go take stupid picz sia, haha! Then I laugh-laugh & fall back & my head hit KK's bicycle nyer kplr motor then everyone laughed, Zura & I dh tk leh angkat ampai terbrg-brg siak, haha! Atin & the otherz dh ktwrkn rbk-rbk, haha... Then everyone quarrel nk bwk alik UNO cardz bt too bad Atin dh book dulu, hehe... Then by 10 p.m. lightz out so they all gather cuz cnt play takraw, no more light hw to play rite... And I also juz found out they all kol me Pussy White, wakakaka! (Actually, I also duno the reason why, haha!)... Then Hairul of all placez go take a shower beside the carpark by using a 2.5 litre mineral water bottle, that boy arhx, hmmm... No commentz, hehe... Kz laa, I still gt lotz of thingz to do... Tdy muz go sch excursion go to S'pore Expo, muz prepare everything, =))~

Monday, November 13, 2006
Title__*::*~ Haiz, Bt Everything's Okayz Now, =)) ~*

Hw cld he lied to me & sumore say he didn't lie to protect my feelingz? I hab nv lied to hym before (okayz fine except for the coke drink) bt it's only a drink wat, no big deal! Tiz is abt a gal! And the gal & her bez pwen bullied my bez pwen laz tym! Hw cld I nt be angry that my ex chose a bully over me?!? Wait, why am I so angry? Oh yar, cuz I was being lied to... Nvm, I also hab sumone whom I've waited for 2 or 3 mthz +... At laz dpt jgk, =P, =D, hehe... Tk sia-sia aku tgu, hehehe... I miz my baby boy so much, even though I juz stead wif hym & cnt cntct hym that much, I knw wat he's doing rite nw, sleeping! =P, =D, hehe... Cnfm lum bgnnyer... Then ytd I went riding, (alonelh of course, I won't mix wif them alwayz especially if HE is there) I saw my boy nyer ex, wakakaka... She duno I'm on wif her ex, hehe... And nw the whole pondok has forgiven me (I think so lh, =P, =D, haha!), WAT A RELIEF, =)... Bt I cnt forgive only 1 guy, phm-phm jeklh spr... He perasan I kol hym syg & that I hab feelingz for hym & go tell everyone... Ehk come on lh, I kol almost everyone syg except my family, so dun perasan okayz... Seelh, all cuz of his perasaaness I'm being blamed for being a playgal, I only lyk 1 guy rite frm the start doesn't he get it? And nw that I've gt the guy that I lyk, I'm gonna luv hym okayz, *winkz*, =))~

Saturday, November 11, 2006
Title__*::*~ Today Was Another Normal But Relieving Day, =)) ~*

I thought tdy I wld stay at hm... Bt as tym passez by, it getz more bored & soon I cldn't breathe as I was suffocating & dying frm boredom... I knw that if I lpk, tk der org cuz they all go openhse... Skali Edi msged me saying that he pt bwh my blk & that he wantz to lpk... Pa per arhx, I went dwn then aft that Edi & me sat pt bwh blk further up ahead frm my blk... Then aft a while dlm 6 ppl ltr joined us lpk... They all were okay wif me & I was relieved that they were nt avoiding me... Then wadya mean by Rini is gatal??? No laa, Rini & me hab almost similiar thoughtz, we're nt flirtz (fine, only a lil bt okayz, lgkpun, mcm spr-spr yng bcr ni tk pnh gatal, npk sah PEMBOHONG SEY!!!) & we're juz sociliasing &amp; being pwenly, nt 100% flirting okayz, get it rite... Niwae, then lpk-lpk then they go buy cigarettez frm tiz apek then by the tym dh tgl 4 org jek (including me) & I went to Mac to buy food (take-away) & I bought 1 large friez for the 3 of them to share... Then Edi wanna go AXS machine so we accompany hym... On the way, the other 2 toyolz go & disturb me & ate my share of 2 large friez... Until they accompany me to the lift sia... Edi also joined... Then I wanna go inside lift also disturb, press-press the button until I gt fed-up & climbed the staircase, all the way until lvl... 6 (igt brpr tinggilh ehk, =P, =D, hehe)... It was another normal day bt I'm relieved that nt all of them are avoiding me anymore, =))~

Friday, November 10, 2006
Title__*::*~ Today Lotz Of Lesbianing Sia, =P, =D, Hehe ~*

Today I went out wif my bez pwen frm K1, Zura... Skali aft 2 hrz lyk that Rini kol me & she ckp she bored &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; wanna go out... I told her to come Hougang & lpk wif me & Zura arhx... Then she came & bdk-bdk PR made pwenz wif her... It's nt that I'm jealouz... I'm kinda close to Rini & she's damn pweety & I scared the boyz will compete wif her & then she will knr accuse of cheating their feelingz for nt telling them that she hab no feelingz for them in the 1st place... Hey lyk, Rini & me are nt mind-readerz sia, hw are we suppose to knw if sumone lykz us unless they confess rite... Abt Zura I dun really mind cuz she nv talk to bdk-bdk PR sgt arhx, okayz-okayz jek... Then Rini, Zura & I go to Mac to hab our lunch... Then gt tiz 1 mat sitting outside alone, we 3 galz inside Mac arhx... Rini decided to stare at the guy & smiled at hym in a flirtish way... I then dared her to sit outside & talked to the guy & I'll pay her $1... She did juz that sia!!! Haha! Then I did pay her lh... Aft that, we took lotz of picz of us in many pose (mostly lesbian pose, =P, =D, hehe) wif my 2nd elder bro's digital camera... Maklumlh, bdk-bdk kes tk der kerjer, =P, =D, hehe... Rini then kol her mum & said that she'll be leaving Hougang at 8 p.m... Bt 8.30 p.m. aru she left Hougang, haha! Then when I went hm, I was dead tired sia... I msg Zura & my pwen, Nonoi, then watch Charmed, House Of Joy & La In Teruna & Dara then at 10+ p.m. i off the t.v. & tdo... Igt nk tdo jap skali si Rini ni kol my hp, forcing me to online & send the picz cuz I said that I would be online at nite & send her the picz... I reluctantly agreed & online lh... Then aft sending Rini the picz, I uploaded the picz pt both my pwenzter accz... Ltr I help Zura upload her picz at pwenzter also... Pwenz shld help each other maa, nt backstab each other rite... Hmm, kz laa, nk gi pwenzter website go upload picz ni... Hope tml is gonna be another enjoyable day sia, =))~

Thursday, November 09, 2006
Title__*::*~ Enjoyed The Day, =)) ~*

Haizzz... At least one of them said sori & I'm really thankful & grateful that Allah membkr hatinyer utk memaafkn aku & meminta maaf kpdr aku... Bt klau tk ikhlaz nk minta maaf, klau bngsr kes knr pksr utk minta maaf, baik jgn minta maaf... I really appreciate to the person who has forgiven me & ask for my forgiveness... Niwae, I went out wif my fav adeq pmpn, Fifin, she's actually my younger godsis bt I treat her lyk my own younger blood sis... We went out to Vivo City, then take cable car go to Sentosa Island (the total fare ticket to juz go to Sentosa Island was $20.40! Daylight robbery sia!!!). At Vivo City, Fifin & me went to Toys'R'Us then we went to the upper lvl to walk in the water which was until our kneez... Skali as we were walking, I saw sum of my teacherz there sia, wat a small world, haha! Then we went to Sentosa Island by taking the cable car (which was fucking expensive!) & at Sentosa Island, we saw the Snake Charmer & I had to pay $5 juz to be wrapped by the snake & took picz wif it... Then Fifin go buy potato chipz... As Fifin & me were walking along the carprkg lotz, we saw a signboard that sayz "Beware Of Peacock Attacks"... As soon as we saw that sign, a family of peacockz came out frm the bushez, the father, mother & the baby peacock (btw, the baby peacock was sooo cuuttee!!!, =P)... Then I threw sum potato chipz at them, I forgot that it's best nt to feed wild animalz & hey, I was juz testing whether peacockz lyk to eat potato chipz so I guess there's no harm in feeding them aite? Wrong move! Aft thrwing the 1st thrw of potato chipz, the 3 peacockz wanted more potato chipz... They surrounded me & Fifin and Fifin started to cry... I was also panicking (hold on, is there even such a word? nah, who carez, =P) & I threw sum more potato chipz as far as I could... As soon as Fifin & me were nt surrounded by the peacockz, I grabbed Fifin's hand & ran away wif her... The peacockz tried to chase us bt too bad they're too fat, =P, =D, haha! Then we took a prestigiouz taxi frm Sentosa & the total fare was $20! Another daylight robbery sia!!! Bt the taxi driver was nice & started up a pwenly conversation wif me... Then Fifin & me went back to the shop Candy Empire in Vivo City as Fifin wanted to buy sum chocolatez & candiez... Then as we were brwsing through the chocolatez section, there was a packet of choclate opened slightly &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; ther were 2 chocolatez & 2 milk chocolatez in it... Fifin & I each took 2 chocolatez, 1 chocolate & 1 milk & ate it, (fine, I knw we were nt suppose to do that bt hey, rezeki dh dpn mtr... Niwaez, nobody was looking also wat, =P, =D, hehe)... Then aft that me & Fifin went to Kovan to take Neoprint bt when we went there, the bloody Neoprint shop wasn't there!!! Duno where the hell the shop was moved to... So we decided to hab our dinner at KFC... As the both of us were eating, Fifin showed me the video of me feeding the peacockz & we trying to run away frm them, haha! The video was damn funny sia! Tml maybe I gg out wif Fifin again & go take Neoprint at Hougang Mall, she bring $4 & I bring the other half, split the money... Bt she haven't rply my msg yet... Then tml gt Acc klz muz bring $10 for the klz chalet duno which I duno when & where will be held, =S, haha! Hmm, kz laa, I'll stop until here okayz, =))~

Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Title__*::*~ I've Made The Wrg Choice ~*

I shld nv hab mixed wif bdk-bdk PR cuz most of them are backstabberz... Bt I'm nt angry wif them cuz Islam has thought me nv to be angry kpdr umat Islam sendiri... I duno why they kol me nasty nmz such as jual murah, puki gatal & cheapskate, am I so bad? Hmm, as far as I can see, I'm nt in the wrg cuz they say I was flirting bt to me thatz my way of socialising... If sumone usez ko aku wif me, I will use it all the way until sumthing drastic happenz to make the relationship between me & the person change, same goez if I'm using I eeuu... And I kol everyone syg wat, regardless of whether they're my pwenz or sumone special... So watz the big deal & fuss that they are trying to prove by gossipping & scolding me? I really dun understand them... If I was flirting my whole lyf, asl bdk-bdk Pasir Ris has no grudge against me? Dh nk msk 2 thn I mixed wif bdk-bdk Pasir Ris, lgk-lgk matz & minahz & they're all cool abt me... So I think the immatured, narrow-minded & childish onez are them, nt me... Will making my lyf miserable make them rich or wealthy? No rite so watz the point of they talking abt me, I can't understand wat they're trying to imply... They're only collecting sinz for themsevlez & I wanna stop them regardless of wat they hab done tpi most of them hated me so I dun think they will accept my help... Ppl trying to help here wif a pure & sincere heart... I shld nv hab mixed wif them, hw stupid I was to defy my familiez & mixed wif them... I shld juz hab stay at hm & spend my tym doing other thingz other than mixing wif them, haiz... I've made the wrg choice & I've learnt my lessonz... Nv splurge ur money on pwenz whom eeuu trust even though they're very nice to eeuu & I realised that I dun need pwenz who backstabz me... I'm hurt that they did those mean thingz to me & until nw, I dun understand why they hab to be so viciouz twrdz me, haiz... I shared almost everything I hab in my possession, my money, my hpz, my com, my elder broz PS2 & PSP & by making me hurt is their way of saying thankz? Wat were they thinking... They didn't realise that they've juz added more salt to the wound... Where is the compassion, kindness & care that humanz hab? Even Lucifer hymself didn't backstab his pwenz, instead Lucifer worked together wif his pwenz to bring destruction to mankind... So if they aren't as bad as Lucifer & his demonz & devilz, then why did they backstabbed me when Lucifer hymself didn't backstab his pwenz, I really dun understand...

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Title__*::*~ Do Some Spring Cleaning, =)) ~*

Aft so many decadez then I'm back, haha... My examz, I did okay arhx... My final-yr examz hancur siak... I passed 2 subz Eng & Mly & failed 5 subz, Sci, Mathz, Acc, Humanitiez & Pure Geo... Kimek, adr 3 Humanitiez hw eeuu expect me to cope sia... I decided to redo my whole blog babe... Messy giler arhx... I also wanna redo my blog bt if I redo then I duno hw to do apr tu, arhx... Tagboard... Kakak angkat aku yng buatkn, and I dun cntct her nimore, totally hilang cntct babe... Nasib nxt yr dpt promoted to Sec 4 Express... Klau nxt yr fail O-Lvlz, duno wat to say sia, will be totally speechless... I wanna go to Poly & take duno wateva shit course there are laa... Juz as long as I pass the fucking O-Lvlz & go to the damn Poly sudah... As I grow older, I realised that... I'm more matured (wow, wat a discovery)... Fine, I knw it's lame bt at least I learnt sumthing new everyday as I get more matured rite... I also duno why I lyk dangdut nwadayz, ni laa terjangkit bdk-bdk PR (Pondok Racerz)... Asyik lpk dgn dier org sampai dh terjankit dangdut dier org babe... I knw nt many of eeuu reading my blog understand my short frmz, klau tk phm, itu krgnyer psl arhx ehk... Sial jek aku ni ehk, tau tk per, =D, hehe... When am I ever gonna get a new bloody hp sia, I'm bored of my hp (pdhl aru pki 1 yr+), =P, =D, hehe... Ehk, 1 yr+ pun it's lmr for me sia... Tiz tym, I think I'm gonna take a Nokia hp bt nt sure wat model yet bt as long as it's pink, it will satisfy my needz... Pinky my middle name babe, spr tk knl kn, =P, =D, hehe... I haven't go to Vivo City at Habourfrt yet sia, duno when I wanna go & also wif who, haiz... Escape Theme Park also habing a promotion frm 4th Nov 06 - 2nd Jan 07 on Sat, Sun & Public Holidayz of only habing to pay $6 for the entry ticketz, regardless of child or adult, gerek siak, gua mau pergi arhx, hehe...